hi i need advice...
i feel so empty and alone. i feel like drugs have been something to help
me through these times of loneliness and just...deep depression.
there is this guy that ive known since i was 11 and he always saw me a
lil sister. he asked me out on my 17th birthday and i didnt know what to
say. i needed to figure things out but i guess i was too late.
he said that he has always wanted to make love to me all night and just
experience these emotions and actions with me. he could have had all of
these things with other girls but he has chosen me. i love him. god he
just makes me want to be happy...but im scared.
i dont know how he feels about me, but he said that hes liked me for 5
years...and i just want to know how in a period of 2 months can he stop
wanting to go out with me...but still wants to make love to me?
plus my siblings told me that they have always resented me and it doesnt
make me feel too well...ive been cutting since i was 9 and i was
molested by a relative for 4 years...and the same relative raped my
sister...and made my brother a drug addict.
i just want to let things go and just do what feels right...
i just want someone to hold me and tell me things will be okay...
i just want this emptyness to go away...
please help
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