I have been a chronic masturbator since I was a kid. I remember
whackin' it as young as 3 or 4.
Even today, I'm normally a 2-a-day whacker. But when I'm out of town
on business, I usually press more toward 6 or 7 times, probably an
hour each.... It can make for some very late nights and lousy days at
work the next day (since I was jackin' instead of sleepin'). Usually,
my cock hurts like heck after most business trips, and I need a day or
two to recover. This last trip, it was so red and swollen, that it
looked really funny. It has never been that bad before.
I remember my all time j/o high was 10 times in an 8 hour period when
I was about 13 years old. One of my brothers had a large storage trunk
brimming with hundreds of mags. When my folks were gone, I would
attack.
Anyway, I said all that to say, I'm a very experienced jacker, and
frankly would like to STOP! It takes sometimes hours out of my day, I
have to constantly hide it from my family (wife, kids, etc.)... along
with my mountains of internet porn.
In fact, I was recently busted at work because my laptop had a virus
from a porno site. I had to do some fast talking and survied, but
whew! that was close.
What a hassle! Porn, jacking off, guilt, hiding everything. I'm
beginning to think it's just not worth it. There has to be more to
life than this. I once stopped for two weeks (which for me is pretty
amazing). I felt great. But I am addicted, so I just keep doing it.
Has anyone else ever been in that situation? You want to stop (at
least for a while) but are unable to? Has anyone ever successfully
stopped completely that you know of?
I would like to know your thoughts.
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