Yes, he is a nice guy, will help you with your problems and with your
manuscript, and so on and so forth, whatever. A real big Daddy!
But he is especially friendly, dedicatedly friendly, self-denyingly,
self immolatingly friendly to... boys!
He will do *anything* to protect boys, while at the same time helping
you. He believes that it is better for your soul if you are in jail.
Certainly better for *his* boys! He believes it's win-win! Win for
you because you are saved form yourselves. Good for himself because
it makes him a messiah. And of course, and most immportantly, it is
good for *his* boys!
Doc imagines himself as "The Boys' Friend". He wants boys to see how
dangerous you are to them. He wants to take your place with your
boys. He wants to become *the* boys' lover! Exclusively! He doesn't
want you to have access to them. He wants to have sole access to
them. He hates it that you want to love with your bodies. He hates it
that boys might love you with their bodies. He wants to get rid of
the bodies out of boy love. He wants bodies to become disembodied
images on the internet. He, he teaches, he himself, is the
replacement for your bodies and the boys' bodies. They will not miss
your love, they will not miss their physical expression of love for
you, when they have HIM! When your bodies are out of the way in jail,
they will have HIM! No competition for HIM! Nothing physical to keep
boys from HIM! They will have is shining SOUL. HE loves them, that
should satisfy them COMPLETELY!
Yeah, well Doc. That's not only selfish, it's ugly. It's maiming!
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