On 27 Jan 2011 21:47:01 -0600, "Group_Troll"
<GroupTroll@Pissed.Off.nl> wrote:
For those of you who think that this post was a little out of bounds
-- it's very clear that the troll's heart is in the right place, and I
really appreciate the concern he's showing on my behalf.
In case people missed my reply to him in the fort, let me repeat: I am
not a risk to commit suicide. Nor did anything that the troll posted
previously upset me as he mistakenly believed; as I told him, despite
calling himself a troll and OCCASIONALLY posting troll-like thingies,
most of us always understood that he was one of us, so no one really
took his "troll status" seriously. And I certainly can take a little
teasing. But, yes, I am legitimately depressed -- it hurts like a
mutha, and I am also in a lot of pain physically because of my
illnesses which makes the depression even worse. I hope that by my
explicit descriptions of what depression is really like and how it
destroys and pains the soul that others may realize that they may need
to get help, the same way I have in the past and will continue. If
there are those of you here who would like to hear what depression is
really like -- how it is actually a disease and not just feelings of
sadness -- I will be glad to post that info here. Or you can check out
my posts in the Fort.
It's a horrible disease made worse by the fact that it is
traditionally "frowned" upon and people are often blamed for what is
an actual disease that involves actual changes in the chemistry of the
brain. I can go into more detail about that as well if people want.
The point is, I recognize that I'm at a place where I need help -- and
if I can somehow help others, I don't mind telling it like it is.
Forsooth!
-- 4s00th@hushmail.com
My email is always available for those looking for and willing to supply support in the effort to remain boy-lovers and not become child-molesters de jure if not de facto.
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