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Date: Tue, 03 May 2016 06:33:29 -0400
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Solomon's Private File #177
These stories about Stephen and Solomon take place starting in
1950's. Stephen wrote about his life in letters to a penpal, and then
in a secure blog, in case he lost his memory again, in the master
computer in his school for gifted students, which he started attending
in 2016 in a new incarnation, until his death. Now his son Solomon is
attending the same school, and is writing in his own secure blog for
his future incarnations.
All characters are fictitious, even if some of them might have names
that belong to some actual people, or act like people we know.
Solomon is 22 in this story, in the Summer of 2048.
Solomon's Private File #177 "Who Am I?"
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The Prime Minister of Pakistan asked to meet with me. I agreed to it
only on the condition that it be secret. He didn't like that, but
agreed. I ported to his office. I said, "I see you and I have different
opinions about what is secret." He looked embarrassed. The other two
people there looked frozen. I said, "They are unaware of what is
happening now, and their memories of you telling them about this
meeting have been removed, and from those who they told, as well. So,
what did you wish to discuss?" He said, "I want to make changes here,
but I am opposed and ignored. Will you help me?" I said, "No." He
looked very surprised, and said, "But you have helped others!" I said,
"I've helped some individual citizens. Countries, I have not, with what
you are asking. They didn't ask me to change anything for them. They
made their own decisions, and implemented them their own ways, WITH
THEIR OWN ABILITIES. They had been helping their people to change, for
years. All you saw was the end result of that, not how it was done, and
how long that process took. All I did was help the leaders to think
more clearly at times, just as my father did. We can do politician and
police approvals here, but almost all in your country would fail."
I said, "Societies don't change by outside things, and not overnight.
You and your predecessors have created what you have now. YOU and your
successors will have to do even more work to change it. You have to
convince your people to want to change, so they will change themselves,
or it won't happen. If you aren't able to understand this, or do it,
ask for help from your own people. You have some very smart and
talented people in your country. USE them, and they and you will be
glad you did. Build a team of people who share your well defined
vision, after you create it, and they will express it for you, and, if
it is good, work to make it happen. That's all the help I can give you
at this time. And this, a crystal recording of this meeting, which will
only work for you, and it also contains my love." I gave it to him, and
he thanked me. We hugged. I said, "Oh, and you might want to work on
your honor and honesty, or all your efforts will only make things
worse." That caused some interesting mixed emotions. I ported away.
Mom and Galya looked at me in surprise. I looked inquiringly at them.
She said, "You didn't even suggest he ask the leaders of the other
Islamic countries for help." I said to both, "Tell me why." More
surprise. Galya said slowly, "So he can't say you told him to do it?
Oh!" Mom said, "Reverse of isolation. You WANT him to do that! And WE
are your students!" I said softly, "You still don't know who I really
am." Galya said, "I see that more and more. I don't think we will ever
know." Mom said, "Same for your S Kid cadre?" I nodded and said, "They
see more of me, but that doesn't help in this. It won't do any good to
continue on this line." We hugged and kissed with love. Daren said in
my mind, shielded, "Right about that. Dad knew?" I said, "Some, and
suspected more. Life is like chess. You learn more from your mistakes,
and I've made a whole lot in my lives. And I was a Prophet more often
than Dad was, but he was Francis, too. That should count as one." He
said, "There's more to you that we'll never know." I said, "Yes.
Sorry." He said, "Absolutely nothing to be sorry about! It's a great
thing!" I said, "Eh, my thing is alright." Rude noises.
The next day, Galya alone said to me, "You said you will be here a
long time. Always the leader?" I said, "How much do I lead now?" She
said, "Not much. Here, you're in the open, so you have to be out in
front here. You don't do much outsystem. Delegation has already
started. You're avoiding where you know I'm heading." I said, "I knew
that!" Earned me a poke. I silenced her with a kiss, which she didn't
complain about.
I ported to the office of the Van leader. After greetings, she said,
"We have had some violence, but less immediately after a love
broadcast. You knew that would be?" I said, "Yes. Useful." She had to
smile. She said, "Our people want to dislike you for keeping us
imprisoned, but that conflicts with your saving us from extinction, and
all your help, and the love and healing broadcasts." I said, "Normal.
People like us dislike imposed restrictions, even when they don't
actually affect anything. It's irrational, yes. We are not computers.
Well, wires are a little tough to comb." She laughed, and was surprised
by that. I said, "In your computers are books on entertainment and
arts. Work won't er, work, without play to make the balance." She said,
"Thank you!" I said, "You're welcome."
I said, "I notice that you have an occupied orbital station now. Fast
work! Why?" She said, "It's something to do." I said, "Restless people,
without tiring goals, can be very destructive." She said, "We know that
now." I said, "Do you think you are ready for real offworld contact?"
She was conflicted. I said, "So you know." She said, "Yes. We are not.
In my lifetime?" I said, "Even if I knew, I wouldn't tell you. Unwise."
She said, "Wisdom is frustrating!" I said, "Both sides." She looked
sympathetic. I said, "You are, as a species, different from who you
were, and different even from who you were originally. Think up a new
name for your planet and species, which does NOT refer in any way to me
or my father, before that first contact happens. Your current name has
much bad associated with it. Don't push that at them." She said, "I
understand. When that does happen, will you be there to assist in
that?" I said with a smile, "I won't tell you if I know the answer to
that, but all in my group know what I do here, and will continue it if
I am not able to. I know. More frustration. My people have it with me,
too." We shared grins. We hugged with love, and I ported away.
I visited with the wise plant. We exchanged love. She said, "I know
more of you than your people do. You are God." I said, "Not exactly. In
a way, we are ALL God, in that we will eventually be a part of Him at
the end of time. But that's already happened in the realm of God, where
all time is one. We in this realm are just not able to understand this
usefully." She said, "You and your father, and some of your people, can
see the past. Could he see to the beginning?" I said, "He didn't try. I
see that evasion isn't useful." Amusement. I said, "Only I can." She
said, "And you can see more of the future." I said, "Yes, in time and
in detail. Many futures." She said, "And you will not die.
Extrapolation shows I am correct." I said, "Not accurately enough to
make that conclusion valid. None of us in this realm can understand
enough to do that." She said, "What does your stone say about it?" I
grinned and said, "He won't say. Probably because he doesn't want to
admit he is just as unable to know as we are." More amusement, and
love.
I ported to a strange dimension, and said to my stone, "Your private
dimension. Tell me about it." He said, "I am not allowed to." I said,
"I know that. Do it anyway." He laughed. I said, "You know you should,
because what I would do in my investigation of it could be very
disruptive." He said, "You will not share?" I said, "You know I won't.
Who else could understand it?" He said, "True. You have shown you are
more intelligent and creative than any of my people, which none of us
could have ever imagined could be." I said, "Oh, that beach ball
talked?" He laughed and said, "Yes he did! So much, he is now a little
smaller than when you knew him." I said, "That shouldn't be allowed to
be. Show me where he is." He was REALLY surprised at that. But he did
tell me. I said to Daren, "I won't be available for a while. Please
take over my processes." He said, "Will do. ETA return?" I said, "For
me, not long. For you, unknown." He said, "Acknowledged."
It took a while, but I succeeded in porting through a lot dimensions,
before finally arriving where he was. I was right about being cut off.
I couldn't make easy contact with any of my people, but I thought I
could if I really tried. I said to the big stone, "You harmed yourself
in your involvement with me." He said, "A little, but it was my
choice." I said, "Insufficient. If you could have done all you did
without harm, would you have wished that?" He said, "You have caught
me. Yes." I said, "It would be an interesting experiment if I could
assist you in the repair." He said with interest, "Indeed it would,
beyond the personal benefit. I am motivated to agree to it." I said
with a grin, "I knew you would." He and my stone laughed. I said, "In
honor, I must tell you that your privacy might be violated in this." He
said, "I know what you have said to your companion. All we know can be
yours, to your limit of understanding. What you do not understand will
not harm you." I said, "I feel something of a challenge in this." He
said, "I knew you would!" We all shared strong humor.
I broadcast my love to the stones. I felt them join in it in some
way. Then God came into the link, and healed the big stone. Then I knew
all the two stones knew, and through them, I knew all the stones in all
of creation, and shared my love with them. And their love flooded me in
return. I knew all the people who were bonded with the stones felt
that, too, and wondered about it. Then It was over, and I stopped the
broadcast. We all said our equivalents of "Wow!" I said, "Anybody
expect that?" The big stone said, "Not ever!" I said, "Nice, though."
My stone said, "Absolutely!" I said, "I have some new abilities." He
said, "It will be interesting to see what you do with them." The big
stone said, "May I watch?" I said, "Another monitor? Sure! That's what
friends are for. But only if you can keep that secret from my group."
He said, "That we can do, but your plant friend may detect it." I said,
"No harm, but it could be interesting if she does." Mental grins.
I ported to my plant friend. She said, "You are different! You were
beyond me before, and I knew that, but this change I can't understand
at all." I said, "I'm still exploring it, myself. It may take a little
time to make sense of all that I have now. But I wanted you to be the
first to know something of this." She said in shocked awe and love, "I
am deeply honored!" We shared love. I said, "I have another watcher
now, of similar capability to you, in that. You might detect it." She
said, "Does she know about me?" I said, "Yes, but I don't know how
much. I don't know if contact will be allowed. Could be interesting if
it happens, though." We shared amusement. I said, "I am now able to do
a God contact for you, if you wish." She said, "I do very much wish
it!" I projected my love, And God joined us. She thanked Him for His
love, and allowing us to be friends. He said, "I like that you watch
over Solomon, and that he has done for you a great service. You are
correct about him, more and less than you know." I said, "Oh, why don't
you be obtuse?" He laughed, and left. I stopped the broadcast. She said
said, "Coconspirators?" She laughed and said, "That does come close to
it. She likes your irreverence, and you like that She likes it." I
said, "Friends, but He's still the Boss, and we all know it. Love makes
everybody equal in it." We exchanged some more of that.
I ported to Daren's office. He said, shocked, "Your aura is much
bigger now!" I said, "I didn't know. Not surprising, though." He said,
"I've had a lot of contacts. All our stones glowed and had love, but
they wouldn't tell us why. YOU did something!" I said, "I aint sayin'!
I will admit that I did a love and healing broadcast in a strange
dimension, and you-know-who might have been a little overactive in it."
He had to laugh. He said, "You won't tell us more?" I said, "Sorry, no.
Wouldn't work. Got a new ability out of it, though. Want to see it?" He
him. He said, "What did you do! I can't see your aura!" I said, "Don't
worry, I didn't do a thing to you. I just made mine so it can't be seen
by anybody, even that I'm psionic. I can now control all that is
perceivable of me in the realms of matter, including this way." I
showed a normal non psionic aura. He said, "Wow!" I said, "I agree.
Useful for undercover work. No, not under the covers." Chuckles. I
said, "I'll answer one more question about this. I didn't know it would
happen." We hugged and kissed with love.
I ported home, and they stared at me in shock. I said, "I'm still
me." Mom said, "That you are, but more, now." I said, "We are all
evolving. That includes me. Other people do it a little more gradually
than it seems I do at times." Galya said, "Absolutely!" I said, "I have
to tell you about a new ability. I can control all that is perceivable
of me in the realms of matter, and that includes more than you might
assume. I can appear non psionic to another psi, now." Mom said, "Even
to S Kids?" I said, "Included." They said, "Wow!" I said, "I really
know the feeling!" Galya said, "What else?" I said, "I'm still working
on that. I'll probably find out when I need to do something, and it
happens." But I knew. Going to be a little interesting if or when I
show it where it can be seen. Matter doesn't matter to me now.
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