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From: unkn <76636@lol.com>
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Subject: Re: re. Do boylovers hurt boys?
Date: 21 Jul 2007 20:22:02 -0500
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hello Lipschitz and excuse my former insolence. I can't prevent it and
I'm sorry.
Like we all agree about who is the guilty and therefore, causes the
harm, this discussion is at risk of becoming superfluous. Anyway I'll
try to insist on something. I told before that taking risks, transgress
the law I mean, is a personal decision and perhaps more than that, a
personal life style. If you are happy the way you live, fantasizing,
then I can't do more than encourage you to continue this way. I know
that there are a lot of people who is happy enjoying what God gave them
and not lamenting about what God deprived of (like Robinson Crusoe used
to say). For your concern, I'll tell you that I don't believe in God,
and if I did, I'd have to think that he's a cynic bastard.
Well, returning to the point, if you're happy this way then it's ok
with me. But, if I suffer, is this ok with you? And, do you think that
I'm the only one? Did you ever depress before? Heavily depressed I mean.
You obviously have the right to don't give a shit about how I (or we)
can feel, but well, i'm just curious about what you have to say to the
people like me and the future people like me. What do you have to say to
all those boys who grow up in pure bitterness? That this world have his
rules and they cannot break them? That they have to learn to live
humiliated and isolated? That they won't be able to rest in the arms of
their beloved ones because others decided that this was filthy and
depraved? That they'll feel somedays like blowing up their brains but
with time they'll control this? Is this surviving for you? For me it's
dying. So then, I'm afraid to say that I don't share your suggestions.
You wish me luck, maybe sarcastically, changing the world. Thank you. I
realise that I'm not more than a bunch of empty ideals. But it's not in
my plans to renounce to them. I'm more than willing to fill my ideals.
You bet.
I'm not surprised about those stories you and Ted related and that
ended nicely. I know, cause I know myself, that there're very few people
more concerned about the boys' welfare than the bls. I'm not surprised
of the sad stories neither. As long as the world exist, injustices and
abuses will exist too. But this is not a reason to give up. We are much
more conscious of reality than they are, though this is something they
will never recognise.
To conclude I want to thank HMSVictor and... I hope he read this, btw.
I enjoyed very much, as allways, your little piece of biography. You
know, I also had a young friend when I was a teen. I was brutally in
love with him, I can say, and I'd have loved to...well, to 'eat' him,
but not in the Yanonami way. He liked me too, but not as much :P. You
know, we were too brave to care about the sin, but in that social storm
that is the adolescence, we never were able to get rid of the shame. Who
wants to be a little fag when you're just 14yo? Who wants to face that
disgrace?. Now I have to blame me and remember with sadness every moment
gone in the wind, and ask myself how it could have been if the world had
been a little better, if I had been a little better. I don't want more
boys passing through this. Wouldn't you wish that young Victor could
have tried (just tried) to search the affection of any of his friends,
without the omnipresent fear to be publicly pointed and vexed? It's
noble to fight for these boys, and it's noble to fight for us, you can
be sure of it.
just that, regards.
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